fight 1 symbol ninja training

my weakness

1. no feeling hurt or goodness
2. short thinking
3. heavy to do the good thing

if i do the good thing i feel hurt very hard
if i feel hurt in my every single motion, i will keep moving forward

life is also difficult
why why why ...
we often ask if life is not fair
whether the gods are not fair
why ...
We can not have what the other people
We do not understand
this might be the god game
We truly do not understand
What should we do
life is unfair
or that we give up too quickly
or that we are too fast bad preconceive
or that we are too quickly satisfied with the efforts and hard work
or that we are too fast and turn despair fled ago
Have we count how many times we try and try
Is life so cruel?
so life require that we try 1000 times
then we just can success
or just with 10 count we can success

9-12-09